This evening I felt the urge to just sit down and write and here I am, without any idea, but desire for writing. So that’s gonna be a chaotic post… if I ever had one non-chaotic. Lol.
First off, who am I and how come I deserved so good friends? All of them are so supportive, listening and just being here for me. Others are going miles ahead and buying me birthday present one month before my birthday. I can’t be thankful enough for having them in my life. True friends stay true!
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My brain is working strange. It’s like everything in my life is in a huge queue, waiting for its turn. I feel like I can’t do some things properly if some others are waiting. This is the same way I even listen to music – I have a playlist in Spotify, where I put the songs manually all the time and once a song is finished I delete it from the playlist. Yes, I know there is a queue option available, but this is not how my brain understands it. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, and honestly… I don’t care as long as it doesn’t harm anyone.
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I feel like I need some sort of change. As a typical Taurus I like constant things, but sometimes I also need something new. More like new emotions rather than new stuff. Lately people around me are pushing me that much that I want to scream. I feel like I’m constantly rambling for no reason and I’m tired of myself.
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November last year DINDIN released new album “Little waves” and all titles are like they were written for me. I think I like the most “I should not have loved you”.