Life goes on! Or so they say. Sometimes we wear our smiles really good, but inside we are actually crying. Life goes on, they say.
This week was super intense, full of things to do, working, overcoming anxiety… Good and bad. A woman has been hit by a car in front of my home and this image is haunting me since then. I feel sad and when I feel sad I don’t want to be approached by anyone, but people seems to not understand.
On a brighter note, my cajon has arrived. I’ve got a Thomann one and it has a snare. My neighbours are not particularly happy about that, but I don’t really care. I am yet to learn how to play properly, my beginner level is pretty much visible, but I’ll practice and learn till I am able to play good.
I’ve got new books and I’m happy about it. Now I only need to start reading again. I don’t know why I’m not able to read like before. Surely it’s not because of working, because I haven’t stopped working the past few years and I was able to read as much as I wanted back then. I should dedicate more time, I guess. But sometimes staring at the window feels more entertaining…
Catching up music wise, I got to listen to some b-side tracks that I seem to missed previously. “You Light My Moon” is exactly such a b-side song included in Changmin’s Japanese release “Human”.