• Sidereal Nocturne

    Sidereal Nocturne: Introduction, Why I’m Here and Where I’m Going

    Welcome to “Sidereal Nocturne” – your monthly reminder to think about yourself and go forward. In this first post I am going to introduce myself and tell you more about what this is about, why I’m here and why you may want to be here. Hi, my name is Kalina, but most people knows me as Kiki, some other knows me as Amairo. 95% Taurus and 5% Gemini, as I like to say “I am three”. I’ve been here and there, enjoyed the fresh air of Greece at least three times, learned how to think corporate in Germany and at…

  • Amairo Log

    Amairo Log: I’m Still Here

    It’s been a while since I last wrote here. Life happened, I guess, and because all that happened I somehow lost my motivation to write. But I think this period is now over and I can finally start writing here…

  • Writing

    Paranoia

    It’s been forever when I checked, and autumn leaves I’m now ready to collectThe time is tricky, yet I love it deeplyShall I have to lose myself completely? It’s been forever since I loved that strongly,But it seems I’m always…

  • Life

    Been Through

    It’s been 13 years since I started this what now became a routine to write during the small night hours. My mom always jokes that as I was born at 3:50am, I have a birth night, not birthday. And let…

  • Amairo Log

    Amairo Log: We Just Go Hard

    “Notice that autumn is more the season of the soul than of nature.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche Namastē, dear reader! Welcome back to this forgotten place! It is again Sunday and I am yet again ready to share some thoughts while…

  • Life

    Sunday times

    “And all the lives we ever lived and all the lives to be are full of trees and changing leaves…” Virginia Woolf, To the Lighthouse I’m slowly beginning to feel that the autumn is coming our way. With September already…

  • Life

    Hello September

    It always amuses me how fast the time flies. It was May and suddenly it is already September. I will always associate September with school, even though I’m not going to school anymore. The atmosphere is so magical, to see…

  • Amairo Log

    Amairo Log: We lost the summer

    It is the end of the holiday season. The last day of August is here and autumn is slowly arriving and ready to knock on the door and make everything gold brown. Nights are slightly cooler and windy, but in…

  • Life

    Exodus

    This evening I was looking at the meaning under “escapism”. Google says “the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy”. My every day reality now is so difficult, so unpleasant…

  • Life

    One of Those Nights

    “The best bribe which London offers to-day to the imagination is that in such a vast variety of people and conditions, one can believe there is room for persons of romantic character to exist, and that the poet, the mystic,…

  • Life

    London 2021 Journal #2

    It’s my 17th day in the UK today and despite the nice weather I decided to stay home. Felt a bit off this morning when I woke up, my stomach not used to have that much food protested. But it’s…