Hallo! Guten Abend, Sehr geehrte Damen und Herren!

Soll ich heute auf Deutsch schreiben? I guess not.

I don’t remember the last time I was able to freely write and speak German. It’s a shame I don’t really remember it, even though I’ve studied it for 4 years and I was in Germany for some time. I need to refresh my memory. But this is not the point of today’s post.

“What’s the point though?”, one may ask. The point is that I miss writing and just expressing myself freely in writing. Without a theme, just plain writing. So here I am, having conversation with myself.

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How are you? Sick, tired and heartbroken. What a combination.

Are you living? Barely, merely existing.

Are you looking forward to anything? Yes, and not really. It will be glorious, but also painful. How do you spend 3 days with the guy who rejected you?

Are you stupid? I guess I am.

And now what? Probably moving forward… at some point… or not…

Are you afraid? Yes, I am. That the war may come here too, that innocent people are dying, just because…

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Hatred stirs up conflict, but love covers over all wrongs.

Proverbs 10:12

One thought on “Nocturne

  1. Someone once advised a Falcon… …
    O Falcon …
    Do Not Fear the harsh n violent winds…
    For They’re merely there to help you fly higher……
    So r harsh things in life…

    “But it may well be that you hate a thing so much… while it is good for you…
    And it may well be that you love a thing so much…. while it is bad for you: and God knows, whereas you do not know
    Final Testament 2.201.

    Life moves on…..

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