I still remember when I was a small kid and the war in Kosovo was taking place. All the bad news, the evenings when there was no electricity and only candles were our way to see each other. The bombing… I was 9 years old and even though we were not in Kosovo, but in […]
2022 Desirables
Привет! We are 10 days into the new year and so far it was full of work, but also thousands of plans, to-do lists and everything else in between. So far I’ve managed to finish one book and begin the second one, reading slowly, but consistently. Hopefully I’ll be able to read more this year. […]
Goodbye 2021, Hello 2022
It’s the last day of 2021. In fact, just few hours left till the end! As per the tradition, it’s time to look back for one last time! It’s been a long year. It started off nicely the first two months and what I’ll remember from this time is the beginning of new unexpected friendship […]
Amairo Log: Turbulence
“Turbulence means nothing if God is the pilot.” ― Matshona Dhliwayo If I can describe 2021 with a word, it would be “turbulence”. So many things has happened to me and my family, that I can’t even remember what was I thinking in the beginning of those 12 months. This period feels like a century […]
Amairo Log: Vibin
“Hello! My name is Kalina and it would be my pleasure to assist you today.” <- my new introduction, cringe-worthy and mechanic, but it’s not. I actually mean it and I like what I do. It may not be the most amazing thing I ever did, but I love the order. And I don’t feel […]
Amairo Log: Waiting
It’s already December and I have no idea how this year is ending so fast. Days and nights are passing by, life is changing, I am changing… myself. But not without noticing how vulnerable I am, what stopped me before and what stop me now. My weakness? I’m brutally honest. ~~~ My brain is processing […]
Sidereal Nocturne: Introduction, Why I’m Here and Where I’m Going
Welcome to “Sidereal Nocturne” – your monthly reminder to think about yourself and go forward. In this first post I am going to introduce myself and tell you more about what this is about, why I’m here and why you may want to be here. Hi, my name is Kalina, but most people knows me […]
Amairo Log: I’m Still Here
It’s been a while since I last wrote here. Life happened, I guess, and because all that happened I somehow lost my motivation to write. But I think this period is now over and I can finally start writing here and on my other websites. I’ve prepared a huge plan and soon (I hope) I’ll […]
Paranoia
It’s been forever when I checked, and autumn leaves I’m now ready to collectThe time is tricky, yet I love it deeplyShall I have to lose myself completely? It’s been forever since I loved that strongly,But it seems I’m always doing it wrongly, A little flower finally ready to bloom, But left alone with no […]
Been Through
It’s been 13 years since I started this what now became a routine to write during the small night hours. My mom always jokes that as I was born at 3:50am, I have a birth night, not birthday. And let me say that probably because of this I write the most during the night. And […]









